Chez Adorabibble

well life here has been like eating broken glass.
having a great time outwardly. bloody and broken inside.

WTF...!

I know why, I don't know how.

I had a new flash back yesterday, took a pill and went to sleep crying like a wounded animal, with the bottle in my hand in case 1 didn't do it, which it did thank god.

I am doing the could of would of should of...

THAT HELPS EMINENTLY.
actually not at all, it makes it worse.

I haven't shared it with anyone yet, it hurts just way to much and now I am medicated for my shower, it has gone back to that... FUCK!

WhAtEvEr!

I got a dr's appt I have to go to.
thanks all for listening.
I don't expect any feed back, what is the to say?
Nothing this is my life. la de da!

thanks for reading.