no psych today, turn out I am not the only one losing my mind. Oh yes, it is FEBRUARY how could I of not seen it coming. every Feb it is like this except it is better this time, and I have extra halodol. TGOODNESS!
but moving heaven and earth I have an appt with a different Dr tomorrow at 2pm.
in 15 days I see mine.
the psych ER is backlogged, I found an option and didn't have sit for hours on end with a bunch of unstable people.
(have you ever heard of the herd mentality? well put a bunch of unstable not put well together people together, and you have a very bad thing)
I am very tired and had a BAD day. there is always tomorrow and march come soon.
I have a 3 day vacation coming up at the end of this month, I am looking forward to it.
*sigh*
About Me
- Adorabibble
- too cold, Alaska, United States
- now as to the love I have been getting from my followers that comment, thanks! I am having my rough times, I am pissed, I have every right to be. if I don't get this out safely I will hurt myself. I always do. so this is the place that I have to vent. my choice. it will be rough to read, it is hell to feel it. this is not a happy shiny place any more. read if you want but the disclaimer reads like this: ugly and putrid, welcome to the shit that sits in my head and is killing me slowly. it will not be fun, it might be funny. it will be raw and like an open sore that you are picking at even though you know better. this is the shit that I torture myself with, that leaves me with no hair and open wounds on my body, cause I can't stop tearing at my self. None is actively abusing me but me. there are assholes, and if you give it you will get it in spades, good or bad. you have been warned.
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