omg!!!

shopping today~OMG the people rude people!
pick up the turkey tomorrow had to get a fresh one( and much bigger) due to more people eating than planned at least 9 now.

prep today, cook all day tomorrow and all day Thursday.

I inhaled chlorinated pool water Saturday, and my sinus are shot. my lungs are good, but it is like having a force 10 head cold. I took a decongestant (which I hate) I can kinda breath.
so my sense of smell that I use to cook is shot to shit or snot to shit for that matter.. and my neighbour and his "friend" keep waking me up at night.
she was out at 4:15 am beating on my windows, Drunk! I have resorted to ear plugs but could still hear her. and when he comes in at 2 or 3 am from bingo he wakes me with the slamming of the door. I can't really heard it but I feel it and it jars me awake.

so no real sleep to say, on a decongestant (which make me naturally aggressive)
can't breath and just pissed, and I will be working with knives. we should have a lovely thanks giving if I don't decide to truss one of my stupid room-mates as Christmas dinner.

fucken stoopid people should not be let to breath!
oh well I will make the best of it.
did I mention that I am crazy with anger issues?

it will be lovely, I have been taking anger management, voluntarily.
I will behave pull off the meal and not cook for 2 more years.
that is how long it took this time. I did a much bigger scale last time ALL my help bailed, and on the day of the meal, one of my asshole room-mates made the comment that "if he had known how much work it was he ...???" that's when I started screaming, and if I could of moved I would of killed him. as a result he is not part of this years or any other's festivities.

he has gotten the idea over the last two years of how lucky he is that murder is a punishable offence. and how hard I have worked to have a life.

thank god I can vent!

well off to the kitchen.
love you all.

and AV I am sorry you are so hot, it is right around -1C right now 30 ish degrees
I wish I had some of your heat my face is killing me, my TN hates the cold.
hang in there buddy and have a cold one for me.