still standing

Well it is almost Febuary 2014. Still here, still standing. Another diagnosis, more pain and pills. They want to cut me open. Cant do it. I am still losing slowly, but after december and the pharmacy cutting me off my ambien cold turkey, then the flu hit and now i am still experiancing withdrawl symptoms. So that's that just a short check in. One day I will be able to write more openly about my life, just not now. Love to all.