Friday, April 1, 2011

well gee..

I am in a pissy mood. I feel like I am in a cage.
this room I live in is a cage, well it sure feels like it right now.
I just watched "I spit on your grave". if you are not up for torture then I don't suggest it.
if you want to see some shit bags get what they have coming then it is awesome.
it is about a woman who is raped repeatedly and gets back at her 5 attackers.
she brutally kills all of then not before she tortures them all to death.
every rape victim has these fantasies, killing their attacker(s).
God know I have had them.
from the time I could read I have had them.
hurting the way I was hurt, taking them out of the equation permanently.
So they could never do it again to me.
well lets just say that maybe the movie was not such a great idea.
cause now I want some one to bleed for what has been done to me.
it isn't going to happen, cause I don't have that luxury.
why can't someone else who deserves it hurt?
because that is not the way the world works.
no I get to keep all the pain...
I have some thinking to do.

1 comment:

the guy in the silk taffeta dress said...

I'd be feeling pissy too!
You've had a lot of horrible experiences.
I can't imagine half of what's been done against you, but I sure can feel your pain.
I've never understood how the world works, why good people have bad sh*t happen to them...I really don't understand at all...but like all your readers, I'm on your side and rooting and cheering you on all the way.
all the best to you till next time.