Saturday, April 2, 2011

the fairy princess and the porn star!

needless to say I am in a far better mood than I was yesterday, lets see how long it lasts.
since I am going off meds that are psychotropic they effect my brain chemicals.
I was drawn into myself last night. J got me out of it, as I no longer depend on them to regulate my moods. I have to be self regulating. which when you are learning how to be for the first time in your life it really hard. I know that this place has been a downer lately, but this is my life.
so what does the title have to do with anything?
I am the fairy princess. J has the 1970's porn star look.
he shaved his head and shaved his beard and left his moustache. he looks like a porn star. we got to giggling so hard it was hilarious. he was fine with it as long as he isn't the fairy porn star.
I don't think he could deal with the wings.
did you know that I have fairy wings?
I can't get through the door when I wear then.
then we have the magic wand/large knife drawer. it fits my chef knives and magic wands.
perfectly normal huh?
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well I started this post 8 hours ago.
my right eye feels like it exploded.
I finally got a shower with help. so now it is a job to get under my heating blanket.
It is very hard to continue to write so I will be back later with another post.
love to all!

3 comments:

Tempo said...

Hi Shan, Ive been away again...I cant advertise these trips until I get back because of security reasons. (friends of friends on FBook are robber scum)
It's not the terrible things that happen during our lives that make or break us...it's the way we handle the things that happen to us. It's nice to see your wings unfurling and carrying you and your star onward and upward...

Adorabibble said...

LOL Kymbo! thanks for the love. I am working on the positive, when the pain hits all bets are off.

Beth said...

Magic wands in the knife drawer...only you, Bib! *smiles*