Saturday, October 10, 2009

Now as to me.


I am almost 3 weeks out from the ablation, and I am allowed to swim. but from being in the hospital and having to go back to the ER. I now have the crud (Minor) from everyone getting flu shots.
I used to get flu shot and I would get sick. now I don't and I just feel crappy, instead of full blown flu.

Absolutely Faboo, puke-o-rama!

also in the midsts of all of this I found out that my ovaries don't converse with my uterus.
(nothing in my body talks to each other except the asshole, and that never shuts up (__E=MC2__) )

hahahahahaha!!!!!

not that they need each other any more, as they are now on there own.
and me with no more periods ( O )( O ) !!!!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so I am back to working on stuff.

the anaesthesia did weird things to my brain, I had a dream that my mother and grandmother were trying everything that they could so I would take care of my mother like my mother took care of my grand mother when she was dying. I refused.

I just had a hallucination today I smelled my grandmother standing next to me and I heard her singing in my ear "you don't have to do what your mother has done, she has done, this is your life, it's your day"




SOUMA YERGON, SOU NOU YERGON,
[If we had known, if we only had known]

I do now.

5 comments:

Argentum Vulgaris said...

Hi there, now I can put a face to Adorabibble.

Loved that clip, who are they where are they from?

AV

Adorabibble said...

Peter Gabriel is British http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Peter_Gabriel,

Youssou N'dour is Senegalese http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Youssou_Ndour

they are both quite popular. and I listen to both regularly.

that picture was 3 days post surgery.
I keep my hair cut short.

I find if people get to know me they don't see the body that I am in, then they are real.

I have been much thinner and people that made fun of me at this weight and higher all of a sudden want to be my friend. I know what is up.

I wasn't kidding about harpooning...

HA!

Argentum Vulgaris said...

Thanks for that, I had already guessed West Africa, I'll have a check out for more. I enjoy ethnic music. I lived in Peru as you know and when i hear the music from the Andes, I get teary eyed, one because of its cheerful/mournful sound, but I get homesick for Peru and the Altiplano in Bolivia. I love the countries here.

If just people would look to see what a person is inside, the body is corporeal and unimportant in friendships.

The old story, judging a book by its cover.

AV

Adorabibble said...

You are a true Jewel AV.
I knew I liked your for a reason!
(___E=MC2___)

Ghost of M's wife said...

hey Dora, last nihgt I had the scarriest dream ever.i dreamt that i was left at a hosptital(I hate them) and the doc said to me that I has 2 months to live. I tried running out but there was aguard everywhere blocking me in. They planned to butcher me up in the name of health and I wanted to run out and be natural in my end.
I must ve been grinding my teeth real bad beacause today I feel such pain in my jaw, like a broken tooth,bt nothings broken.
I wish these nightmares end.
They want to put me back on resperidol (sorry im not a good speller) but i got rights and I'm fighting back every day. I don't want to be one of there model patients, a zombie smiling.
I've been told for yers i'm schizophrenic an camr to accept it BUT i STILL HAVE MY RIGHTS ND THE AMERICANS WITH DISABILITIES ACT AND i'M FIGHTING IT PROBABLY TO THE END.
i DONT WANT TO BE WHAT THEY WANT ME TO BE.
i HUPE YOUR NIGHTMARES STOP & MINE TOO.i ALWAYS COME HERE BUT I DON'T LEAVE MANY COMMENTS.
i'M JUST A BAD ANGRY WOMAN NOT INTO KISSING THE ASSES OF HIGHER UPS WHO HAVE DEGREES.and dont listen to any bs about body weight,its all crap. i know as fact from experience.