About an hour ago, I have a pain on my right side under my ribs where my Gallbladder is.
pain is not the word, something in side has ruptured, or I am dying, or something. I can't even breathe in. I am ignoring it and I can't. Rather than run to the ER like an idiot (which I would of been) I called the dr on call. I can barely talk to my info out, the really nice dr. talks to me. I am scared at this point the Hypochondriac is taking over and I am thinking it is my gallbladder. so we talk some and it becomes easier to breath, she said she thought it could be gas, Then I burped, The biggest longest burp of memory, we both start to laugh as the pain is subsiding. she tells me to get some gas-X. I thank her. I get off the phone and call J. he goes to the store and gets me gas-X ice cream and flowers
I have been eating better, more veggies. take last nights dinner. spinach, onions, basil. mushroom ravioli, with olive oil and some cheese and bacon(not much). all throw in one big pan and bake.
lots of fiber both soluble and insoluble. more veggies in my diet mean one thing... PAIN!
So 1 gas-X ultra, 1 pint of ben & jerry's, and several hundred burps later I am going to live.
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About Me
- Adorabibble
- too cold, Alaska, United States
- now as to the love I have been getting from my followers that comment, thanks! I am having my rough times, I am pissed, I have every right to be. if I don't get this out safely I will hurt myself. I always do. so this is the place that I have to vent. my choice. it will be rough to read, it is hell to feel it. this is not a happy shiny place any more. read if you want but the disclaimer reads like this: ugly and putrid, welcome to the shit that sits in my head and is killing me slowly. it will not be fun, it might be funny. it will be raw and like an open sore that you are picking at even though you know better. this is the shit that I torture myself with, that leaves me with no hair and open wounds on my body, cause I can't stop tearing at my self. None is actively abusing me but me. there are assholes, and if you give it you will get it in spades, good or bad. you have been warned.