well I am fucked and not in a good way.
I saw the psych and the upped and diddled my meds.
the owner came by and asked if I would move into another room.
and I had to apologise, for my yelling phone calls.
I wasn't yelling it was my unhappy voice. my yelling is like the pits of hell being released.
I did sleep last night. I was losing weight, and having better liver functions, but sanity comes over physical health.
it is my choice to stay. until I decide to leave or they get sick of me and make me leave.
What did I did wrong?
oh that's right I am the crazy one.
if I was doing drugs, beating people up or setting fires. I would be fine.
did I mention I had to apologise??