I saw my mom today after I called I called back and offered to bring her food.
she loves food, we are the same in that.
I had an opening and decide to talk to her about gaps in service and other things.
it went well, no decisions were made just ideas were thrown around.
the woman that has been taking care of my mother is a good person.
I let my mother hug me as she is fragile to touch.
she told me that she did the best she could.
and that she needed me.
that is the closest I have ever gotten to an apology from her.
and ya know what? I am going to take it.
I told her I would be there as long as she wanted me, and we would worry about today and tomorrow and none of the rest mattered, and that I loved her.
that's all for now I am off to cry.