Wednesday, July 14, 2010

oh well...

I am sick with an ear and sinus infection, and on antibiotics. got my first decent night of sleep in a week.
mom called last night and I am ignoring her.
just can't deal with it and properly take care of myself.
I wanted so much for it to be different this time.
it wasn't. same shit different year.
there is a reason I have nothing to do with my blood family.
the only good thing they produced was me.(that is just my perspective)
my mother has made her life and now she has to live it.
and it will be with out me.
I hate that fact, not my mother.
she is what she is.

thanks so much for all of the love and support.
you all rock!


Anonymous said...

Hard decision... sometimes things have to be put in the too hard basket, despite what we want, we have to do what we need. Got to look after No.1, if you don't you're not there to look after anyone else. Hang in there, hope you got a second good night's sleep.


Adorabibble said...

I am planning on it. thanks AV.

Beth said...

bib. oh, bib.
keep living your life, girl.

(fuck them all)

Adorabibble said...

Love you Beth.